I read a book about the woman's guide to waiting patiently on the Lord.
When we find ourselves praying for something, and waiting for the Lord to answer our prayers, we become very impatient.
The book is about the 'wait'. If you read one of my first posts entitled "It's Me", you will see that it was a time in my life when the Lord sent me to the 'waiting room'. We are never sent there without a good reason, however, we are side tracked waiting for God to do something, when the whole time He is waiting on us to actually do something.
The waiting room is God's way of exercising His fatherly role, and giving us a 'time out' in life.
Although I have difficulty being sent to my 'room', and I kick and scream the whole time I am in there, I do realize that I am in there to learn something. The quicker I learn it, the faster I'll be able to get out.
What is it this time Lord? What are you waiting for ME to do? How much internal maitenance can I do? I'm practically perfect I've spent so much time here. What am I missing? What am I not doing?
He wants us to grow closer to Him, to be secure with being alone, and to know we are not alone, He is there with us always.
He wants us to trust Him, when we can't trust anyone else. He wants us to feel Him when we can't feel anyone else. He wants us to need Him and not need anyone else. To go to Him first with our joys and sorrows.
Inside of me is Him. I am in Him and He is in me. He created all of us in His image. We are the same. All of us inside, are exactly the same. All I have to do is pay attention to how I feel inside. It will lead me in the right direction.
Guess I answered my own question.
Thank you for listening! It's so quiet here in my room.
P.S. Patience comes to those who wait, but no one said you had to wait 'patiently'....
I could see the headlines now, "After bomb threat, shoppers continue to shop at Wall Mart, DeJaVu was killed after the explosion...what was she thinking?" 
