I looked outside and the moon is beautiful and bright and full! Now that explains it!

I never noticed the moon quite like I did tonight. The clouds were behind it, creating an image of the moon coming closer to me.

Like Jim Carry in Bruce Almighty, as he drew the moon and the stars towards her. As the clouds seemed to passed over the moon, motioning as if to cover its existence, then they drifted off behind the moon. The moon became bigger and brighter, like I was wearing 3d glasses moving faster and faster towards me.

Wow, that was an awesome feeling!

I miss the moon.

PS: One last thing...my last post has kept this song inside of my head, and I have to release it....

But I'm just a soul whose intentions are good
Oh Lord, please don't let me be misunderstood

I'll never get use to the lonliness
I'll never get use to the pain
I want it all to go away
Stop me from going insane!

I hope and I dream
Living the difference in between
My weakness is growing stronger
Can't hang on very much longer

God why can't my mission be complete
I want to go Home for a retreat!
Take me back God and I'll be good
Here, I'm just misunderstood!

My love for you is like the sun, always rising, never ceasing

I will keep you warm when you are cold
Will you come out to feel my heat?

I will radiate my light and shine it upon you
Are you willing to step out of your darkness?

I shall set upon the night skies stars
I will bring beauty forth through the dawn

Will you be there to see me rise?
Or will you be sleeping through an endless sky?

"When man plans, God Laughs!"

A quote given to me by Polyanna.

A reminder to all of us, that He has it under control, and we are just along for the 'ride'.

I told her, 'I know God laughs at me often...I speak of my faith and my hope for the future, then I doubt everything.. I feel God must constantly be laughing at me, knowing that if I had the faith I am forever speaking of, I wouldn't 'worry' at all. The 'wheels are in motion' (seinfeld) and I will be freed from my cell someday I just know it!!